September 2010
6 posts
glaube mir bitte: So. I did a lot of thinking last... →
loveliebelove:
So. I did a lot of thinking last night. About work, friends.. basically my entire life at the moment, and I realized I’m still stuck in the past. What happened months ago doesn’t matter anymore. I got screwed over by some pretty selfish people. So what? That’s life. Get over it. I’ve been sitting…
It’s all my fault… D: Kati, please just love meeee.
Day 4: The best thing to happen to you this week.
So the week’s almost over. And not gonna lie Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday were lowkey shitty. But fucking Wednesday morning was where the magic all started. Woke up loving life after realizing I need to DGAF about everything the previous night. Texts from loved ones. Visited Rice at werk. Brought him froyo. Watched him build a bike. Had lunch and a nice little chat with Jules. Went to...
Day 1: The person you like and why you like them.
Bryce Rogalski.
Where to even start. Long before we ever met I thought you were cute. Every Friday morning when you came to get the prints from the theater. Looking fine as hell. Haha. You were “my boyfriend from across the street” despite us never having an actual conversation. Then when we took on some of the 6’s employees we had some mutual friends. I learned your name. And...
He'll never change.
Him: And honestly the more i think about it, i was never really genuinely happy, this is the high point of my life i guess...
Her: Wow. Your pathetic. You know it takes more balls to TELL THE TRUTH then it does to LIE.
Him: Yeah i didn't have any...
Her: You mean DONT...Heres the difference. Didnt > Past tense. Dont > Present tense.
Him: Huh?
Her: YOU HAVE NO BALLS NOW! Learn to tell the truth. You were happy with her. Who are you trying to kid?
Him: Sure there were good times, but it wasn't a continues flow of happiness, and you know that...
Her: What are you trying to accomplish by this James?
Him: I don't really know to be honest...
Her: I mean what? Are you trying to tell me you never loved her and werent happy and was a total waste of time. Huh?
Him: No I loved her. I didn't want it to end back then. I just want you to know I'm not the same person. But I don't know if it matters at this point.
Her: Again. What are you trying to accomplish with this?
Him: Again. I don't really know
Her: ....
Him: If you want me to be honest I guess I just miss you.
Her: Why would you miss me now?
Him: I just do...
Her: Okay?
Him: Yeah...
(this is where I love her forever and ever)
Her: Well its to late for any type of friendship James. You fucked up. You lied. Accused. And lied more. And now m happy without you anywhere close to my life. I'm engaged now. Starting a new amazing beautiful life with a fiance worth bragging about. So do us all a favor and find someone else to lie to. And stay the fuck away from Brittanie. Dont talk to her. Dont talk about her. And dont think about her.
Him: Ok
It's unbelievable that he claims he's a different person and that he's changed. When this is what he been doing for years with her. Only this time her and I are friends and I have concrete evidence to show everyone that you're the same little boy, starved for attention. Same liar who denies everything when bad rumors start popping up about him to make himself look good. Paint the person coming out with the truth as a liar. Admit to everything over a year later. Take it back the next morning. Still call everyone else liars. Then call the person who only tried to tell the truth and apologize for everything. This is exactly what you're doing with Seren. Too bad everyone sees right through your shit now. Now I can say I feel sorry for you. Cause you just like fucking yourself over. I just like watching.
Day Ten: One confession.
I confess… I’m over it.
So I guess I can finally say...
“My boyfriend cheated on me.” Cause before I would have to say “he accidentally cheated on me” since he claimed it was all the other girl’s fault. That she invited herself over, she wanted to go upstairs, and she kissed him. But no. Cheating takes two. And he instigated everything. He fucked me over. He fucked Kayla over. And now he has no place in my life anymore. I...