Do you remember this day James? This is the earliest picture I have of you. I didn’t have a camera or a phone. This was in fact taken on your phone, by me. I sent it to my email from your phone cause I’m creepy like that. I can tell you everything I was thinking during this moment. Everything that happened on this day. There was some weird testing schedule going on and on this day we were going to have 3 hours of 3rd period together. Honestly the only reason I went to school on this day. But in the morning when you said you didn’t want to go and you called your mom and she said it was okay to just go home, my heart sank. I just liked you so much… I wanted you to like me so much… So I asked my brother for the keys to the Mustang in hopes of driving you home. Even though it was a stick shift… I can’t drive stick. Haha. Hence why you’re (trying) to drive in the picture. I remember how we could not start it for the life of us. And my brother took the roof off earlier that week, so when it started to rain it only made the moment that much more memorable. I knew I was in love with you long before this moment. And despite everything you’ve done, how you make me want to rip my hair out and scream in my pillow, I still believe in you. Because every time I feel like I should just let you go, I remember the little moments like this. I really hope we can be the way we used to. I hope you can prove everyone, including myself, wrong. That it wasn’t a waste of time. And that in the end, love conquers all.

I love you ♥