This is the letter I’m supposed to write to my crush. I guess you’re it. Cause I really don’t think of the other 3 guys as my crush. I think a crush is more one-sided and a secret. A crush is something that isn’t returned, therefore either remaining a crush or just dissolving into nothing. And for some reason I still look at you and get butterflies. It’s fucking retarded. You don’t care for anyone but yourself. You lie, and lead girls on, then peace them out and talk shit on them. Honestly, I know I’m wasting my time liking you… But you made me so happy during a time when all I knew was sadness. And I just wanted to keep that happiness for as long as I could. It was short lived, but I want to thank you. You showed me that boys sometimes really only do things for the reaction, not for a reason. And that they will never stop being immature. I just hope that you’ll find that special someone that you’ll want to do everything for. And I really hope they don’t take you for granted, so you’ll learn that not all women are a waste of time. And stop looking so cute. Apparently I “light up” every time I see you…

Sincerely,

Brittanie