This is a little awkward writing a letter to the person who has caused me the most pain in my life, and he’s following me on Tumblr. But I’m sure you already know that you’ve caused me the most pain James. Hands down. You know I NEVER used to cry. Like ever. You changed me. I cry over everything now. Every little thing reminds me of the past that I can’t seem to get over. My heart’s been ripped out, thrown on the ground, stepped on, picked up, and repeated by you over and over. You’ve made me tough now. I almost can’t even imagine loving someone again. And I want to say that that makes me sad. But like I said, my heart’s practically a rock. I don’t know what else to say. I’ve really been trying to repress these memories of you hurting me so bad. All the nights you made my stomach feel like it was eating itself, or made me heart hurt like crazy to the point where it would beat so slow that I would wish for it to stop. I learned A LOT from you James. So thanks.

Sincerely,

Brittanie